Shut up BRAIN.

Hehe, 2nd day of school was fun-er. :)

AND OMG, something super embarrasing happened today. OH GOSH, im dying, dying. -.-

My brain is thinking too much, its killing me.

IMY :(

Monday

Out with Mel to get her bag :) Went all the way to tampines to see, in the end had to go back to hougang mall to get the first bag she saw. -.-"

Running was exhausting...I only ran 4 rounds and i couldnt run anymore. LOL. But next time i'll run 6 rounds then 8 then 10. HAHA, thats like crazy.. But my goal is 10 ROUNDS! :D 4KM!
I kinda like the aching feeling in your muscles the next day though, HAHA, it reminds you, you HAVE exercised. (Y)

Tuesday

Out with MUMMY (L)
shopping with her is so awesome :)
Even though i was like moody and not really excited that day (which is weird cause normally i'll be damn hyped up when shopping), BUT i still got my new SHOES, DRESS and phone. :D
its like WOW. :)

Wednesday

Pizza hut-ed with clique.
Freaking out about school the next day. LOL , lame ttm.
Went to ROE rehearsal with Kristen and Jamie! :)
I think the rite is something that has to be emphasised more as it has alot of meaning behind it :/

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

one word: awkward :$

Haha, but i think it will be more fun the next few days because everyone will slowly open up. :)
Hopefully, it would be those kinda times i rmb for life. :D

hinktay ositivepay!

When you pray for Faith, God does not give you more Faith but an opportunity for you to grow in Faith.

Man, school's starting on Thursday.

I havent done anything meaningful for the holidays :(((

How now brown cow?

I kinda dislike the fact that a lot of random church people i know are going there too. But oh well, it was my choice in the 1st place. On the other hand, im excited to meet Ying Hui, Paula and all :D

The best part ; The Fatties are going there with me. Whats there to worry about. right? :/

Saturday, had Rciy as usual.

The sponsors session was.... okay i guess.

RCIY session was quite good.

I have decided to really really try to change this Lent. :) and really stick to my resolutions/absolutions.

It begins with ashes.
The mark of the penitent.
A public sign that we are about to embark on a conversion of heart.

It arrives quickly, nipping at the heels of the joyous promise of the Christmas season.
It arrives so very quickly that it
nearly comes as a shock.

A painful reminder that in our joy we have strayed.
A startling reminder that our lives, too, will pass quickly.
So quickly that when the number
of days He has granted us have been expended, perhaps that,
too, will come as a shock.

Lent.
A time to turn to God.
To repent.
To prepare.

Lent.
Don't waste it.

This Poem really inspired me :)

Alright, going out with Mel tmr i think :/

and going running with Den and edward! :) Finally, i got down to exercising... hahaha, better late than never.

If you let me inside of your world, there would be one less lonely boy~

4D CLASS CHALET (Y)

I think our chalet damn happening la, got mahjong, wii, cards and SEA VIEW.

But we took damn long to get the fire started :(

In the end, we changed the charcoal and all was good. HAHA, see charcoal very impt, next time cannot buy cheap cheap one. :)

No words can describe how much i miss this class. :D

( They get my mind off emo stuff)

Happy SEVENTEEN birthday CLARE YONG!

Thanks for always being there as a friend and being so hopelessly retarded. Nobody can replace you. :) Hope you enjoyed yesterday. I know our birthday celebrations can be simple ttm but its the company that matters right? :D Love you SO SO MUCH! :)

Sucks. What happened to the times i enjoyed so much in church. Dont wanna think about it, but its affecting all of us so much.

Sian is my most used word nowadays.

A moment of your time seems impossible to reach :(

Friday's eclipse outing was FAIL D:
It was too cloudy to see anything. haha, but we went to 313 instead :)

I want the F21 shirt that says : " I'm cute and i know it" and my orange jacket which only costs 29 bucks!! how awesome!

Im so damn confused now. Like wth, why is this even happening. Torn.
Lord,teach me what to do.

As Eunhyuk says it, " Nice weather~"

Clare says there is going to be a solar eclipse from 3.10 to 5.30pm! so EXCITING!
k, im off to Marina Barrage! :) :)

"Women are like policemen. They can have all the evidence they need but they still want the confession"

- i read it somewhere in reader's digest.

I WANNA PLAY PAINTBALL, ANYBODY GAME FOR IT? ;D

Beautiful soul

For my posting , i anyhow put leh. :/

I even included innova for my 12th choice. HAHAHAHA, cause the number nice, 37S.
HAHAHA,omg, im damn scared i go innova now. BUT, it wont happen! I'LL PRAY IT WONT:)
But it all kinda happened too fast, what if i regret going CJ... :/
i dont know lah, hopefully i will know how to control myself and not play too much...

& hopefully, i'll enjoy myself there. :)

Carmen and I can go crazy over Michael Scofield. His brains are just too attractive.
( I realise i have been spelling scofield as "scolfield" all my life. FAIL.)

Praise God!

If you are happy and you know it , clap your hands! *clap clap*

Hehe, im happy with my results :) and thankful for it too!

Geog and chinese were miracles, i so didnt expect A2s for both.

But combined humans and chem were dissappointments.

SO ITS BALANCED! so im still happy! :)

anyway, IM SO SO PROUD OF OUR CLIQUE!

BERNIE TOP SCORER LEH! omg, damn cool :) Her sister also top scorer for our school 3 years back. :O

awesome <3

Band hero-ed today! FUN! Hehehe.

Lord, I'll live my life for you everyday . :)

My brain is shrinking. :(
too long never study.
I cant even play word challenge on fb now. (i only got like 1000 plus points)
Its not functioning!!!

Kerlene's coming over to study today!
Cause carmen couldnt make it, she say she too tired. :(

NVM CARMEN I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOU TO ENJOY MICHAEL SCOFIELD TOGETHER!

20 BUCKS :D

IM SATISFIED :)

WITH MY FIRST JOB TODAY. it totally is a slacker's job la. Press some buttons, wait awhile, 2 hours fly by and VOLIA, 20 bucks! :)))
Hahaha, i thank jas for her intro.

Alright, so today went to Ngee ann poly's open house.. just to look around and eat. HAHA.

Well, went to the bio-science area (omg how can anyone climb that hill everyday to school :O ) to see all the cells and stuff.
i think forensic science is uber cool :)
then went to business school cause rin wanted to see :)

Met meli and clare and went to eat. The koufu there is damn cheap :O
Hahahaha, we were fascinated by the 90 cents honeydew sago. HAHAHA, yes we were.

Rushed down to take the bus to Alexandra point (our workplace) and guess what? WE GOT LOST. its EPIC FAIL can.. First time working and LATE. AHHHHH :(
i felt so bad :(
Lucky they nvr fire us, if not we would have lost 20 bucks. HAHA :)

Yup then played at vivocity for a while then went home :)

I realised our clique will only be FULLY PRESENT when there's money. Hahaha, thats the way life is right?

Movie marathon

Clare's house today to watch shows~~

We watched The ugly truth, G-force and Angus,thongs and perfect snogging.

Me and clare were spazzing over the hot guys :O

SEE WHAT I MEAN? hahaha, can anyone stand their hotness :) *goes into dreamy mood*

I know denise posted Aaron Johnson on her blog before and we were like spazzing over him already. But, watching the show made me fall in love with him again. :)))) He's just too hot :)

Circles never end.

Avatar is like AWESOME. :))))

Hahaha, it deserved its 4.5/5 stars .

i know im not the lucky girl that you got your eyes on and maybe you wont even notice anyone else but her, but i just wanna try for your love, because i WILL fight for my 0.000001% chance.

the question is, how? :(

Later got Spiderman 3! :D

2009 ended on a sad note.
I guess the mood was just not right. :/ Reading my friends' blogs, they all have an emo post. Whats with the new year this year.
I dont know, maybe im affected by the negativity and all myself, feeling kinda down lately.

But looking back, 2009 was kinda memorable for me.

I wanna relive those moments with 4D.
4D was a class i never had before, we were like family. No politics, no rivalry, just friendship and fun.:D We
studied hard together,played hard together, bonded with our teachers together and cried like no body's business on the last day of school together. We were like a big clique. It was awesome. I really thank God for it :)

I wanna relive those moments practising hard for syf in BAND.
Band was a huge part of my sec school life, it may seem tiring at times and i complained like shit. But in the end, when SYF came, im sure all of us would agree it was worth it. The sense of accomplishment was priceless. It was a beautiful moment when these words "St Joseph convent concert band, SILVER." came out. Yeah, silver no big deal right? But it was our goal and we achieved it. :D
I miss my clarinet section, but now we are like so fallen apart and it super hurts me to see our members dwindling and just leaving after syf is over. :(

I wanna relive the bonds we shared within our clique.
My clique is THE BEST.
Clare, Corinne,Melissa,Bernadette,Jasmin and Darrylin.
We are totally different personalities altogether but when we come together we just click.
Melissa may be like the "boss" of the grp but we all know we need her to organise these clique outings and all.
Jasmin's the wild one , she can go crazy with you whenever you want.
Bernie and her lame jokes , she's ALWAYS making us laugh.
Clare is the "omg i cant stand her retardedness anymore" friend, hahaha, we may say that but actually we love her for that.
Corinne is the pretty + random girl.
Darrylin is the ultimate k-pop fan, she can talk to Bernie and me about kpop all day.
Me? hahaha, im the one kena bullied by Melissa one lor. :)

I wanna relive the whole December period with churchmates.
Church was awesome this year, esp during advent.
I love the new friendships formed and the deepening of existing ones.
I love seeing how many inquirers are growing in faith.
I love seeing God working in each and everyone of us.
But I have to admit my faith have not increase much this year. :/

Most of all, i wanna relive my precious moments with you. :)


I have a feeling that 2010 is going to be a good good year. :D
Especially for my faith.