oops, kinda lost my blogging skills already
more of tumblr-ing lately. :)

TUMBLR IS SO AWESOME, i like :) (Y)
it inspires me to buy a DSLR but i no moneyy luhhh.

Retreat yst made me miss church camps so much :(

Rciy is love. (L)

THEY ARE SO CUTE/SWEET IN THIS MV. THEY ALL LOOK AWESOME AND MORE HANDSOME THAN BEFORE. :D

SUJU FTW.

Yesterday we had Youth rally and mass. Idk why but there were not many ppl. I expected like lots of youth to come. :/ Anyways, P&W was not as good :/ but i loved the testimonies of the youth. (: esp. RCIY's. It made me feel everything was worth it.

OH and rciy did the skit (above) for the rally BUT not the same ppl as the above video did it. I think cause pearlyn, joel, andrew all not free? Anyhow, this team did great too even though they only had three days to practise. :) The first time i watched it i was like super moved :D We must thank Joel for preparing this skit for our retreat. :)

ONE LAST THING,

EXAMS ARE OVERRR!! eww, but school's starting. SIANNN.

Oh Lord,you can work miracles

All you need is my Amen. :)

(L)

I LOVE THE FATTIES! No words can describe how much i do :)

UNGLAM GALORE!
(Hope bernie doesnt kill me if she sees this, hahaha)

Dont worry D, you are always in our hearts!! we really thought you were out in the sea~

STILL LOVE YOU. :D

LTC was FUN guys. :D
Watch the awesome video montage here:
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=372590087705

Council is da best. :D
hahaha, okay no la, CJ is da best. :D All of us rock.


kk, gtg go PW meeting. :(

P.S PW sucks ttm. i hate how pointless it is. :(

LTC TMR for 4 days.

Will miss besties. CONFIRM PLUS CHOP. :)
Feeling scared,anticipative,lazy and fearful of more mozzie bites. :((

Where did i go wrong?

and somewhere along the lines,
i lost myself.
i lost who i was, i lost God. :(

but i know He will always be there for me.




emo shitified feeling now.
gah.

HEART MELTZX

就想赖着你
is the best taiwan drama of the year baby (:

AWESOMEXZXZX

Jerry yan is like damn cute and sweet la, heart meltzxz.

STRESS MUCH?

PW PW PW PW PW PW PW PW (SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS.)

H1 midyears NEXT WEEK! :(

Lagging behind in my math tutorials. :/


I miss sec school life, I miss 4D, I miss men men and Jasmin. :(

The art of losing myself in bringing you praise.

TO ALL MOTHERS, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

Love you mum! (L)

So pretttyyyy right? these are all our hardwork k? i brought back a pretty (short)flower. hehe, its so pretty and cute like me ^^. HAHAHA :)

Im becoming more thick-skinned lately. :/

Hehe, im using PW discussion time (online) for this. OOPS. :/

Quote from denise " When in doubt, wait it out. "

I guess i just have to wait it out then. :(

IM SUFFERING FROM JERRY YAN WITHDRAWAL SYMPTOMS. (L)
When's the next "down with love" ep coming? :(


Studied with ker today ^^

ENCHANTED MAKES ME

HIGH.

i wanna spin around in a flowy princessy dress.
and play princess UNO after that. AHAHAHAHAHA.

TOO MANY THINGS, TOO LITTLE TIME. :(

My cousin is in hospital. :(
Pray for him guys.

And sometimes I am just thankful for the gift of friends .

They are so supportive of me and all. I LOVE YOU ALL. like really really love :)

I admire Mr Marcus Tan alot. I wanna grow up and be like him. I wanna go overseas and experience a humble life, i wanna take photographs that inspire ppl, most of all i want to help touch their lives but i know they will touch mine even more. (L)

It only takes one shot, give it your best.

"From where we start at the bottom, the mountain always looks the most daunting. But be empowered with the knowledge that every step uphill causes it to be a stride less scary than before.

On the slopes, always keep looking- ahead,to keep your eyes on the goal, back, to learn from your mistakes and around, to remind yourself of your faithful companions. Be thankful for all three.

Reaching the top, you’d realise that it wasn’t the summit that mattered but the climb. And it never was about overcoming the slopes, but yourself.Then, at that precise moment, you knew you’d do it all over again."

-hoebian.wordpress.com

Smell of wine and cheap perfume

Council Nominee's camp is OVER.
Hahaha, it honestly felt like forever even though it was two days.
I guess i learnt alot of planning stuff and like made new friends? but i kinda screwed up my interview too. :( idk la.
Anyways, im tired to the max and i dont wanna start work. But my hmwk pile is like MT EVEREST la. GG. :(

If i really join council, i wonder if i can pull through. With this amt of stressssss?
Ahhhhh!!
I am going to burn my midnight fats tonight. sian.

Oh GLEE IS GOING TO SHOW ON CHANNEL 5!!! 9th June i think :/
HAHAHAHA FINALLYYYYY!!
SO EXCITING (:
See this is what happens when you are cable-deprived, you have to wait till mediacorp shows it. sad life.

Animal LOVE.

Went to Mdm wong's animal shelter for CIP yesterday.
The number of animals being abandoned is really quite alot.
I wonder why some people are so unappreciative of the love their animal gives them. :(

Its really great to see mdm wong and the volunteers there doing so much for these animals. But i think they really need help.

PLEASE HELP BY :

1. Being a fan of mdm wong's shelter (http://www.facebook.com/pages/Mdm-Wongs-Shelter/312804877843?ref=search&sid=752055465.2756730530..1&v=wall#!/pages/Mdm-Wongs-Shelter/312804877843?ref=mf)
2. Be a fan of ESME shampoo company.
3. The company would donate 50 cents for every fan. :)

P.s but they will cap their donations at 500 fans every month. So must see if got 500 already then must "save" for next month. HAHA. :)

Maybe you all dont need me as much as i need you all. :'(

sorry, i am a "water" plus i overthink things.

Carmen, bring me to that cool emo place please? pretty pretty please? i wanna look at aeroplanes fly by,admire the stars and act cool. :)

After reading the blogs and facebook status-es of my RCIY friends, im really touched.

Touched by God's love and how amazing it is.
We all have grown from practically zero faith to what we have today.
Even though our faith has been tested time and time again, even though some may be still weak, im proud to say we have ALL grown. :)

& this to me is a miracle.
Love you Lord.

AND THE HORRORS OF PW BEGINS.

P.I, I WILL CONQUER YOU~!

Why do i love you when i dont want to?

HAPPY EASTER ALL!

Be joyful because we are all saved today :D

Im so happy for my friends who got baptised and confirmed yesterday!

LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU.

Can you believe how fast time flies?

It feels like i was only baptised yesterday but 3 years has passed already!!!

I feel old. :(

I wanna escape,

And take a break.

We all have imperfections.

ENCORE III

I miss BAND :(
Encore 3 was relievingly(is there sucha word?) good yst.
HEHE, LOVED BIG FUN! Cause big fun is so fun!

Even though the band was like super nervous for overture but still, its an experience for them.

SO SAD, 4 YEARS IN BAND I DONT HAVE CONCERT :(((( I WANT CONCERT TOO!

Clarinet section rocks!(L)
Aww, even though tessa didnt perform but she still did a great job emceeing. :D




I miss my wacky juniors, they are all so awesome. AND im happy that this year's sec ones are so awesome. A NEW HOPE FOR THE BAND! :) we WILL excel one day. WE WILL AND CAN. :D

HEH NODAME WAS FUNNY. :) BAND PEEPS YOU SHLD ALL CATCH IT! :D

I wished i never started liking you in the first place.

Maybe all i wanted was just to be closer friends.

yes, like spongebob-patrick close :)

You're all i need Lord.

March retreat was really really good.
I gained a lot from camp and saw so many people opening up.

Rciy today is not just a community but a famliy. :)

The night sessions were really meaningful.
The first night we had a skit ( copied from WYD, i think. ) done by RCIY/C ppl. They practised a lot! It was super worth it and was really very impactful. I'll show you all the video when Joel posts it up. :)

The original:

I super teared when i saw it.

Yeap, and for the 2nd night, we had a "fake funeral". I think it made a difference in everybody. We become mindful of the things we do to people, how much we haven't been treasuring our friends and are reminded that all the things left unsaid to them would be regrets.

Im glad the organisers took a risk and went on with the plan. :)

Organisers, facils and all participants, Thank you for making an impact in my life and I love you all. (L)

MARCH HOLS ARE FINALLY HERE!

YES, MARCH HOLIS ARE HERE!

Even though my hmwk is like one mountain, still, a break is a break. :D

OH and an update in my life so far:

tired, tired and TIRED.

School is like rocket-paced. :/

TMR got Church Camp! (Y)

HEHE won 7 bucks at mahjong today.
Played with Joel, Ian , Kristen , Shaun and DENISE today (:

Gosh, im spending my time playing instead of studying :/
im so dead. JC is not easy and i have to stop. like NOW. :(

Homework sucks. (like a vacumm cleaner.)

She better hold you tight
give you all the love
look into ur beautiful eyes
and know she's lucky cause...

Im sleep-deprived

Schedule damn packed these days,

Please make appointments with my secretary. HAHAAHA!

Nah, i havent got one YET :(

Why am i complaining again?

So many people sad this week :( it makes me sad...

Dear Carmen,

You know i love you. i'll never forget you. I know we all are moving on and may have less time than before. But im sure everyone agrees that they will nvr give up 4D for anything. Dont be sad k? We will meet up soon, i promise! :) maybe CNY 4D can go mr tan's house! HAHA. :))

To Prischelle:

I'll be there for you when you need me. Hang on dear!

To sweetie pie:

I love you MORE ! :) Pals forever!

I shall not complain no more! ( no matter how many times i say this, i cant help but complain. ) WHY AH? im so useless. :(

And school officially begins.

I thought listening to lectures & having free periods in between lessons was interesting.

Other than that..... ermmmmm, school's the same.

Im lucky i got funny teachers though. HEHE.

kk, i have to finish my math hmwk. Long time since i did math hmwk. :/

and OMG, GG my skirt too short. i really really meant for it to be a bit shorter only cause it was too long... but mum sewed it too high. Joel say i confirm get caught one. :(((

Because you deserve nothing but the best. :(

Hey hey hey~ *Add bimbo accent*

Finale was super high today :)) It totally continued even after school. I bet the public on the bus or something thinks cjc ppl are mad. We can totally disregard our image. LOL.
BUT then again, even though we are crazy and all, we had a blast :)
I screamed like i never screamed before. LIKE SERIOUSLY. tmr confirm zao xia one.

Love my friends. (L)
Love my class. 1T25!
Love OYA!! *SCREAMS*
Love my facils ;)
LOVE CJCIANS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMIN!

You know i love you! :)) You'll always be my crazy friend. :D

MEET UP SOON! IMY :((

I think im being such a bitch at times :/ i kinda pangseh one of my classmates. :( Lord, please please, i dont wanna turn into a bitch. :((( PLEASE.

CJC IGNITE!

My pro-cjc speech

Dragon Boating is FUN ttm! :) Even though halfway thru my arms wanted to die and the kallang river water is SALTY and SMELLY, I HAD FUN! :)) A very good team bonding experience. (Y)
But today's sun was out to kill us, EVERYBODY went back red. Like seriously. Even I, who never gets tan -.-, turned red.

I FAIL ttm at mass dance though.
HAHA, oh man.. hand and leg coordination not good :(( hehe, but its quite fun la (:

AND AND I GOT INTO ORANGE HOUSE. so cool right?
OYA FTW!

FINALLY, CLASS 1T25 is an AWESOME CLASS. im so lucky i have this class la :) The fatties all complaining their class is dead. we have 13 guys and 13 girls, an equal mix! And we are ENTHU ppl... compared to some J1 classes...

okay, tired. :( lazy to type anymore.

Strangers,Friends, Better Friends, Strangers. (It NEVER ends. -.-)

Shut up BRAIN.

Hehe, 2nd day of school was fun-er. :)

AND OMG, something super embarrasing happened today. OH GOSH, im dying, dying. -.-

My brain is thinking too much, its killing me.

IMY :(

Monday

Out with Mel to get her bag :) Went all the way to tampines to see, in the end had to go back to hougang mall to get the first bag she saw. -.-"

Running was exhausting...I only ran 4 rounds and i couldnt run anymore. LOL. But next time i'll run 6 rounds then 8 then 10. HAHA, thats like crazy.. But my goal is 10 ROUNDS! :D 4KM!
I kinda like the aching feeling in your muscles the next day though, HAHA, it reminds you, you HAVE exercised. (Y)

Tuesday

Out with MUMMY (L)
shopping with her is so awesome :)
Even though i was like moody and not really excited that day (which is weird cause normally i'll be damn hyped up when shopping), BUT i still got my new SHOES, DRESS and phone. :D
its like WOW. :)

Wednesday

Pizza hut-ed with clique.
Freaking out about school the next day. LOL , lame ttm.
Went to ROE rehearsal with Kristen and Jamie! :)
I think the rite is something that has to be emphasised more as it has alot of meaning behind it :/

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL.

one word: awkward :$

Haha, but i think it will be more fun the next few days because everyone will slowly open up. :)
Hopefully, it would be those kinda times i rmb for life. :D

hinktay ositivepay!

When you pray for Faith, God does not give you more Faith but an opportunity for you to grow in Faith.

Man, school's starting on Thursday.

I havent done anything meaningful for the holidays :(((

How now brown cow?

I kinda dislike the fact that a lot of random church people i know are going there too. But oh well, it was my choice in the 1st place. On the other hand, im excited to meet Ying Hui, Paula and all :D

The best part ; The Fatties are going there with me. Whats there to worry about. right? :/

Saturday, had Rciy as usual.

The sponsors session was.... okay i guess.

RCIY session was quite good.

I have decided to really really try to change this Lent. :) and really stick to my resolutions/absolutions.

It begins with ashes.
The mark of the penitent.
A public sign that we are about to embark on a conversion of heart.

It arrives quickly, nipping at the heels of the joyous promise of the Christmas season.
It arrives so very quickly that it
nearly comes as a shock.

A painful reminder that in our joy we have strayed.
A startling reminder that our lives, too, will pass quickly.
So quickly that when the number
of days He has granted us have been expended, perhaps that,
too, will come as a shock.

Lent.
A time to turn to God.
To repent.
To prepare.

Lent.
Don't waste it.

This Poem really inspired me :)

Alright, going out with Mel tmr i think :/

and going running with Den and edward! :) Finally, i got down to exercising... hahaha, better late than never.

If you let me inside of your world, there would be one less lonely boy~

4D CLASS CHALET (Y)

I think our chalet damn happening la, got mahjong, wii, cards and SEA VIEW.

But we took damn long to get the fire started :(

In the end, we changed the charcoal and all was good. HAHA, see charcoal very impt, next time cannot buy cheap cheap one. :)

No words can describe how much i miss this class. :D

( They get my mind off emo stuff)

Happy SEVENTEEN birthday CLARE YONG!

Thanks for always being there as a friend and being so hopelessly retarded. Nobody can replace you. :) Hope you enjoyed yesterday. I know our birthday celebrations can be simple ttm but its the company that matters right? :D Love you SO SO MUCH! :)

Sucks. What happened to the times i enjoyed so much in church. Dont wanna think about it, but its affecting all of us so much.

Sian is my most used word nowadays.

A moment of your time seems impossible to reach :(

Friday's eclipse outing was FAIL D:
It was too cloudy to see anything. haha, but we went to 313 instead :)

I want the F21 shirt that says : " I'm cute and i know it" and my orange jacket which only costs 29 bucks!! how awesome!

Im so damn confused now. Like wth, why is this even happening. Torn.
Lord,teach me what to do.

As Eunhyuk says it, " Nice weather~"

Clare says there is going to be a solar eclipse from 3.10 to 5.30pm! so EXCITING!
k, im off to Marina Barrage! :) :)

"Women are like policemen. They can have all the evidence they need but they still want the confession"

- i read it somewhere in reader's digest.

I WANNA PLAY PAINTBALL, ANYBODY GAME FOR IT? ;D

Beautiful soul

For my posting , i anyhow put leh. :/

I even included innova for my 12th choice. HAHAHAHA, cause the number nice, 37S.
HAHAHA,omg, im damn scared i go innova now. BUT, it wont happen! I'LL PRAY IT WONT:)
But it all kinda happened too fast, what if i regret going CJ... :/
i dont know lah, hopefully i will know how to control myself and not play too much...

& hopefully, i'll enjoy myself there. :)

Carmen and I can go crazy over Michael Scofield. His brains are just too attractive.
( I realise i have been spelling scofield as "scolfield" all my life. FAIL.)

Praise God!

If you are happy and you know it , clap your hands! *clap clap*

Hehe, im happy with my results :) and thankful for it too!

Geog and chinese were miracles, i so didnt expect A2s for both.

But combined humans and chem were dissappointments.

SO ITS BALANCED! so im still happy! :)

anyway, IM SO SO PROUD OF OUR CLIQUE!

BERNIE TOP SCORER LEH! omg, damn cool :) Her sister also top scorer for our school 3 years back. :O

awesome <3

Band hero-ed today! FUN! Hehehe.

Lord, I'll live my life for you everyday . :)

My brain is shrinking. :(
too long never study.
I cant even play word challenge on fb now. (i only got like 1000 plus points)
Its not functioning!!!

Kerlene's coming over to study today!
Cause carmen couldnt make it, she say she too tired. :(

NVM CARMEN I WILL STILL WAIT FOR YOU TO ENJOY MICHAEL SCOFIELD TOGETHER!

20 BUCKS :D

IM SATISFIED :)

WITH MY FIRST JOB TODAY. it totally is a slacker's job la. Press some buttons, wait awhile, 2 hours fly by and VOLIA, 20 bucks! :)))
Hahaha, i thank jas for her intro.

Alright, so today went to Ngee ann poly's open house.. just to look around and eat. HAHA.

Well, went to the bio-science area (omg how can anyone climb that hill everyday to school :O ) to see all the cells and stuff.
i think forensic science is uber cool :)
then went to business school cause rin wanted to see :)

Met meli and clare and went to eat. The koufu there is damn cheap :O
Hahahaha, we were fascinated by the 90 cents honeydew sago. HAHAHA, yes we were.

Rushed down to take the bus to Alexandra point (our workplace) and guess what? WE GOT LOST. its EPIC FAIL can.. First time working and LATE. AHHHHH :(
i felt so bad :(
Lucky they nvr fire us, if not we would have lost 20 bucks. HAHA :)

Yup then played at vivocity for a while then went home :)

I realised our clique will only be FULLY PRESENT when there's money. Hahaha, thats the way life is right?

Movie marathon

Clare's house today to watch shows~~

We watched The ugly truth, G-force and Angus,thongs and perfect snogging.

Me and clare were spazzing over the hot guys :O

SEE WHAT I MEAN? hahaha, can anyone stand their hotness :) *goes into dreamy mood*

I know denise posted Aaron Johnson on her blog before and we were like spazzing over him already. But, watching the show made me fall in love with him again. :)))) He's just too hot :)

Circles never end.

Avatar is like AWESOME. :))))

Hahaha, it deserved its 4.5/5 stars .

i know im not the lucky girl that you got your eyes on and maybe you wont even notice anyone else but her, but i just wanna try for your love, because i WILL fight for my 0.000001% chance.

the question is, how? :(

Later got Spiderman 3! :D

2009 ended on a sad note.
I guess the mood was just not right. :/ Reading my friends' blogs, they all have an emo post. Whats with the new year this year.
I dont know, maybe im affected by the negativity and all myself, feeling kinda down lately.

But looking back, 2009 was kinda memorable for me.

I wanna relive those moments with 4D.
4D was a class i never had before, we were like family. No politics, no rivalry, just friendship and fun.:D We
studied hard together,played hard together, bonded with our teachers together and cried like no body's business on the last day of school together. We were like a big clique. It was awesome. I really thank God for it :)

I wanna relive those moments practising hard for syf in BAND.
Band was a huge part of my sec school life, it may seem tiring at times and i complained like shit. But in the end, when SYF came, im sure all of us would agree it was worth it. The sense of accomplishment was priceless. It was a beautiful moment when these words "St Joseph convent concert band, SILVER." came out. Yeah, silver no big deal right? But it was our goal and we achieved it. :D
I miss my clarinet section, but now we are like so fallen apart and it super hurts me to see our members dwindling and just leaving after syf is over. :(

I wanna relive the bonds we shared within our clique.
My clique is THE BEST.
Clare, Corinne,Melissa,Bernadette,Jasmin and Darrylin.
We are totally different personalities altogether but when we come together we just click.
Melissa may be like the "boss" of the grp but we all know we need her to organise these clique outings and all.
Jasmin's the wild one , she can go crazy with you whenever you want.
Bernie and her lame jokes , she's ALWAYS making us laugh.
Clare is the "omg i cant stand her retardedness anymore" friend, hahaha, we may say that but actually we love her for that.
Corinne is the pretty + random girl.
Darrylin is the ultimate k-pop fan, she can talk to Bernie and me about kpop all day.
Me? hahaha, im the one kena bullied by Melissa one lor. :)

I wanna relive the whole December period with churchmates.
Church was awesome this year, esp during advent.
I love the new friendships formed and the deepening of existing ones.
I love seeing how many inquirers are growing in faith.
I love seeing God working in each and everyone of us.
But I have to admit my faith have not increase much this year. :/

Most of all, i wanna relive my precious moments with you. :)


I have a feeling that 2010 is going to be a good good year. :D
Especially for my faith.